goldsworthy shadow

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Life tasting bittersweet. pomegranate. Mouths watering. Tasting cum.
Testing the waters. Pushing the limits. Starting a revolution. Starting wars. Starting your homework.
Mom packing your lunch. Mom waking you up in the morning singing that song from Sesame Street that she knows you love. Mom spanking you in the grocery store with her umbrella for I can’t remember what. Pancakes on Christmas morning. Pancakes with Mickey Mouse ears. Dad dressed like Santa. Easter egg hunts. Big wide eyes. Becoming who you are.
First day of school. First kiss. Your first party. First drink. First hit. First love.
Losing your virginity. Losing your two front teeth.
Epic nights. Recalling some nights, not recalling most nights.
Feeling good. Living Life. Listening to music. Making art. Existing in the void.
  • Current Music
    faking the books - lali puna
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

yesterday was david's 18th birthday. i made him a Collapse ) and a cd.
we ate so much fucking sushi then cuddled on the couch.
he was feeling sick so i took care of him. i kept his body warm when he got the chills.
when the fuck did i become such a sap? how did this boy do this to me?
  • Current Music
    omar rodriguez - dream sequence
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

this weekend was good company and cuddling while it rained outside and albertson's parking lot and cassi's driving and vodka in my tapioca drink and being sneaky and laying naked with the boy i love

and feeling restless and climbing up a hill

and sexy underwear and being sneaky and really surprising lisa and dancing my ass off and chatting with some drunk fool while he peed off the deck

and breaking my stunna shades and doing the bird and watching sin city when i watched it when i was stoned

and catching the giggles hardcore and coming home at 2:30 am

and playing hacky sack at the bear park and playing ultimate frisbee and pulling up to a light right next to petey and inviting him too and getting mud all over my bare feet and getting mud between my toes

and really appreciating something i'm learning about and really appreciating my life until now

and getting juiced for what's in store
and not(over)thinking but just dancing along.



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i feel you man
  • Current Mood
    curious it's alright
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

he loves me, he loves me not...
he loves me, he loves me not...
he loves me, he loves me not...
he loves me, he loves me not..
he's in love with me?
  • Current Music
    jose gonzales
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

eeeeeee i have a schoolgirl crush
we'll see how this one goes


so far in 2006 i have...
[x] broken a promise.
[x] made a new friend.
[ ] fell in love
[kinda] fell out of love
[x] done something you swore never to do
[x] lied
[x] stole
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] cried over a broken heart
[ ] disappointed someone close
[x] hidden a secret
[x] pretended to be happy
[ ] got arrested
[ ] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] gotten in a fight
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[x] forgot your new years resolution
[ ] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[kinda] changed your outlook on life
[ ] sat home all day doing nothing
[ ] pretended to be sick
[left the state! i drove to nevada by accident!] left the country
[ ] almost died
[xxxxxxx] drank yourself retarded
[ ] lost someone close to you
[ ] been to the hospital
[x] gotten closer to someone
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] cried over someone
[ ] broken up with a gf or bf
[ ] given up something important to you
[x] talked on the phone all night
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[ ] made a total fool of yourself
[x] met great people
  • Current Mood
    crazy hella dont want to go to work
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

mmmmmmmm break

this is an ode to:
youth, being young, pre-wrinkles but post-puberty
life through rose colored stunna shades, beer goggles, or both
hip-hop beats, doin the bird, thizz faces
2nd semester and 3rd trimester seniors, pre-graduation, post-highschool b.s.
boys boys all the boys in the world
friends i went to kindergarten with or friends i just met last friday it doesn't matter
people i'll never forget, people i've already forgotten
the unfolding of my life
  • Current Music
    limitations-souls of mischief
goldsworthy shadow

(no subject)

life can be so fucking boooooooooooooooooooooooooring sometimes.
i need something fresh
a new pair of shoes
sour citrus to wake me up
clear headed feeling
a tissue to blow my nose and blow all those bad feelings right out of my head
i wish my whole life felt like my favorite song
  • Current Music
    amon tobin